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  <title>A Little Longer [Chapter Thirteen]</title>
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  <description>&lt;b&gt;T&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b&gt;itle: &lt;/b&gt;A Little Longer&lt;br /&gt;  &lt;b&gt;Pairing: &lt;/b&gt;JaeMin, YooSu, YunOFC, &lt;br /&gt;  &lt;b&gt;Rating: &lt;/b&gt;PG13&lt;br /&gt; &lt;b&gt; Warnings: &lt;/b&gt;AU, high school verse, student-teacher affair, bad way of portraying said student-teacher affair, and all of the other stuff warnings will be needed for in the future&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Beta: &lt;/b&gt;&amp;lt;/a&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/b&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/a&amp;gt;&lt;span class=&apos;ljuser&apos; lj:user=&apos;dreaming_col&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://dreaming-col.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://dreaming-col.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;dreaming_col&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Summary:&lt;/b&gt; Begin with new teacher, Shim ChangMin, add one, Kim JaeJoong, a student needing a little after-school tutoring. Will they bring up his grades? Or will they add a little spice to matters at hand?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class=&quot;ljcut&quot; text=&quot;Yes I return with a new chapter!!!!!&quot;&gt;Chapter Thirteen&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The continuous sound of the doorbell ringing had everyone curious to who was in such a hurry for someone to open the door. Junsu and YooChun waited for ChangMin to come back to the main living room with JaeJoong in tow before they let their curiosity get the best of them. Moving towards his front door, ChangMin sighed as he opened it up curiously. The two people standing in front of him made him freeze just by the sight.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Min, who is it?” Junsu asked as he came up behind him to have a look. Angling himself so that he could have a look, Junsu himself froze from the sight of the two that were standing right there. He would have fallen from his lack of balance if it hadn’t been for YooChun standing behind him. Two hands caught Junsu’s waist before glancing at the two that were there.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Well isn’t this a not so pleasant surprise…” YooChun mumbled darkly before he walked away from the door altogether. One of his arms caught JaeJoong by the waist making sure to drag the younger male away off to one of the rooms so that he was not there. Before JaeJoong could protest about being pulled away though YooChun softly told him, “Your step-mother is here along with Yunho. I suggest you let ChangMin and Junsu handle it before you go out there to face them.”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Oh,” JaeJoong said as he let himself be pulled away from the front door. He was glad that YooChun decided to pull him out of the room all of a sudden, but one thing bugged him. Why was Yunho there with his stepmother?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Ah! JaeJoong’s mother and Yunho, what an unexpected surprise! What can I help you with?” ChangMin asked in a fake cheery voice. Junsu stood next to him with a blank stoic face as he watched his best friend closely. Something was up and they both knew it by the way the two had showed up on ChangMin’s doorstep. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Where is JaeJoong? He’s not at home, and he’s not at Yunho’s, so where is he?” Kyung Ji demanded as she tapped her foot impatiently. She hadn’t expected YooChun to be there also, which made things most likely a lot harder for her then it originally would have been. That night when he&apos;d called her a poor excuse for a stepmother stayed fresh in her mind, though.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I don’t know where he could have gone, but if I do see him, I’ll let him know you&apos;re looking for him okay?” ChangMin said, as he lied straight to her face. Kyung Ji glared at ChangMin as she crossed her arms over her chest with an annoyed huff.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Don’t think your lies will get you anywhere Mr. Shim. I know for a fact that my son is here, and I want him back. He has no right to runaway from his father or me. So return the boy to me right now,” Kyung Ji snapped angrily as Yunho bit his lip from the scene that was going on in front of him. He hadn’t expected things to turn out this way.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Min, why don’t you invite them in? I don’t think this is a matter to handle on the porch where everyone can listen in,” Junsu suggested as he placed a hand on his best friend’s arm. ChangMin could see that his friend was right and that JaeJoong and YooChun were out of sight, so he agreed. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Stepping out of the way, Kyung Ji and Yunho both walked into ChangMin’s home. Where Yunho was slow and timid to walk into the room at the moment, Kyung Ji stormed in as if she owned the place. The two had a seat on ChangMin’s couch as Junsu’s eyes flashed as if he would have to buy his friend a new furniture set.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I want him back now!” Kyung Ji snapped as she glared at ChangMin. Yunho tried to get her attention, but she pushed the younger male next to her away. “Not now Yunho! Don’t you see that I’m trying to get my son back? God you’re so annoying!” She snapped before turning back to ChangMin.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I’m sorry ma’am, but I don’t think it&apos;s wise for JaeJoong to return home with you,” Junsu said as he stood up to her. The way her eyes flashed over at him as if he was something beneath her wasn’t missed before she raised one curious eyebrow.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Do tell why that would be?” She asked as she sat back against the couch waiting for what he had to say next. Junsu turned to set himself in the chair across from the couch that the two guests sat in. ChangMin continued to stand on his two feet, but he stood next to Junsu as he watched Yunho carefully. The youngest in the room shifted in his seat back and forth as if he was uncomfortable, but the way his brow furrowed together as if something bugged him showed up every now and then.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“JaeJoong doesn’t deserve to go home and be whored off by his stepmother for money,” Junsu said causing Kyung Ji and Yunho to look at him in shock. “Oh, yes, I do know about that because you see, the person you tried to give him to on the night of his eighteenth birthday just so happens to be very close to me. Plus knowing YooChun as well as I do, he wouldn’t try to hide something like that from me even though it meant bringing up the past that he’s not proud of,” Junsu said as he smirked at her. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Oh, so you know all about how he paid for sex then?” Kyung Ji asked as she pulled herself together. Yunho’s wide shocked eyes stayed as he realized that he was helping the person that would make things worse for his best friend.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Of course I do. Why would YooChun hide it from me? We’ve been close to one another for a long time now. He is after all my other best friend,&quot; Junsu said as he realized that he was slowly winning this battle with JaeJoong’s stepmother.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Just return my son to me already!” Kyung Ji yelled as she jumped to her feet as she quickly reverted back to her original reason why she was there. ChangMin raised an eyebrow at the tone she was using. It sounded like a mixture between hatred and embarrassment.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I do believe that JaeJoong is eighteen so if you wouldn’t mind, please leave. He has every reason and right to not live there with the person that’s hurting him the most,” ChangMin said as he finally put a word in. Kyung Ji turned on him and started to draw closely to where he was standing.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I’m his mother!” She yelled at him as she latched onto his shirt. Fiery anger danced within her eyes as she glared at ChangMin. The man in her clutches just stared at her as if it was nothing. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Last time I checked, his mother was dead; you&apos;re just his stepmother and not even married to his father yet. If you don’t mind please let go of me,” ChangMin said coolly as he crushed Kyung Ji away from him. Her wide shocked eyes stared at him as she was easily brushed away and put in place.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“What are you doing here?” JaeJoong’s voice asked as he walked into the room. His facial expression stayed stoic as he stopped where he was. Scanning the room quickly, JaeJoong didn’t even really acknowledge the fact that YooChun now stood beside him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Ah! JaeJoong! Please make your mother happy and come home! I miss you!” Kyung Ji exclaimed as she went to give her stepson a hug. Immediately she stopped in her tracks once she noticed the way JaeJoong glared and drew away from her.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“ChangMin’s right, you&apos;re not my mother. Both of them died.&amp;nbsp; You just happen to be my aunt as well as my stepmother. I’m not going home with you because you’ll just sell me off like one of your whores.” JaeJoong’s eyes were cold and harsh as he turned to look at his best friend. “Now if you excuse me I have a best friend to question.” &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yunho’s attention snapped up to JaeJoong in surprise as he watched his best friend draw closer to him. He shifted in his seat while shifting his eyes away from the way JaeJoong stared at him. It was obvious that there was no way he could run away from what was going on.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Yunho, what are you doing here?” JaeJoong asked as he stood in front of his friend. His tone didn’t indicate that he was upset at Yunho, just curious. Yunho knew that his best friend was disappointed in him by the way he stared at him with no expression at all.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Your stepmother called me up and asked if you were over there… I told her that I didn’t know but that you might be here. She convinced me to show her where exactly you were so here I am,” Yunho said as he fiddled with his fingers. Part of him hoped that his lie wouldn’t be caught, but that wasn’t the way things were supposed to go.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Oh no you don’t, Yunho! Once you heard that JaeJoong wasn’t home and that he wasn’t going to your house, you jumped at the opportunity to get JaeJoong out of ChangMin’s clutches. I do believe that last part was your own words too,” Kyung Ji said as she crossed her arms over her chest. If she happened to be going down then Yunho would join her for the ride.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Yunho… Why don’t you like me around ChangMin? It&apos;s as if you’re jealous or something,” JaeJoong said as he tried to figure out why his best friend was acting the way he was. Yunho raised an eyebrow at JaeJoong as he found himself dealing with a clueless JaeJoong.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“No, I don’t like ChangMin. Why though? Maybe its because the moment he walked into your life, it&apos;s all about him. What about your best friend? I didn’t even know anything was wrong until now JaeJoong, yet here two of our teachers and our principal knows before I do. I’m jealous because you have no room for me anymore, its been taken up by someone you hardly even know, when I’ve been your best friend for years!” Yunho exclaimed as he got to his feet.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Well if you had just talked about it to me and not gone into a big jealous mess then things wouldn’t be like this between us,” JaeJoong said as he watched his friend with careful sad eyes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“You’re wrong JaeJoong! Things would be just like this and you wouldn’t care about me,” Yunho snapped before walking out of the apartment altogether. JaeJoong stood there stunned before he ran out of the apartment to catch up with his best friend. Things couldn’t end like this for them. All of those years of friendship wouldn’t be just brushed away by a fight that they needed to get through.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Would you please leave Kyung Ji? I do believe that JaeJoong said that he wouldn’t return back to his house to be whored off by you. So I suggest you just walk away without trying anything,” YooChun said as he watched Junsu follow JaeJoong out the door. He knew that Junsu would make sure that JaeJoong was safe no matter what.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Fine!” Kyung Ji snapped before leaving the apartment in a huff that said she was stuck in a whirlwind of anger. Once she was gone, ChangMin collapsed into his chair from dealing with her. Everything was moving so quickly that it shocked him and left him tired. However his relaxation didn’t lost long when his phone rang all of a sudden.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Hello?” ChangMin asked in a tired tone as he answered the phone. YooChun stood next to him as he watched ChangMin half interested. “Mr. Kim, I wasn’t expecting you to call me! How are you sir?” ChangMin exclaimed as his tone changed to a not so tired one and his back straightened as if the older male were right in front of him. YooChun watched ChangMin with full attention at the mention of JaeJoong’s father.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Of course he can stay here sir! I’m sorry things have to be this way for you, but I’ll let JaeJoong know that you’d like to talk to him once he returns from chasing Yunho down. Apparently your fiancé and Yunho decided to make a surprise visit to us. Yes sir, she did cause a bit of a fuss, but things are fine now. I have a feeling that she’ll just be upset over the fact that JaeJoong wouldn’t return home with her or what she wants to do with him,” ChangMin said as he leaned deeply into his chair. A smile played with the edge of his lips as the conversation went on in the direction that he had hoped it would.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Have a good night sir! Bye,” ChangMin said as he hung the phone up. His brow furrowed together after what JaeJoong’s father told him near the end of their conversation. Looking up at YooChun, though, a smile filled his lips.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“How about you go hunt Junsu and JaeJoong down? I have to make one last phone call to my father and I rather it be by myself,” ChangMin suggested. It didn’t take long for YooChun to get the hint to leave as he went to find the other two. ChangMin on the other hand sighed as he dialed his father’s phone number into his phone.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Hello father, I’m calling you back from when you called earlier. Apparently I just missed you too because I walked into my apartment only minutes after you had hung up with JaeJoong,” ChangMin said in a business like tone.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Ah ChangMin! I wanted to talk to you about taking over the business. There’s one thing I need you to do, though, while you train in the field of taking over such a big business,” ChangMin’s father said as he spoke to his son with amusement taking every bit of his tone.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“What would that be father?” ChangMin asked curiously as he sat up straight. Part of him knew that his father wanted him to do something after he asked for such a favor. ChangMin after all did put in jeopardy the partnership between Choikang Airlines and Hero Inc. after all. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I want you to leave the country for a while for a test I’m instructing with JaeJoong.”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yes I am back! Semi! All depends on whether or not I feel like it but yes I am semi back! But hey look still another chapter for this fic! I&apos;m almost done with the epilogue for it! (Yay!) I get distracted by my new fics... and... my out of control&amp;nbsp; oneshot that ended up being over 28 thousand words! As dear aznmen puts it... I&apos;m a crazy writer... Possessed by a demon or something... Siwon must perform an exorcism on me that must contain lots of hugs! (Okay so... the whole Siwon thing was my idea.... A girl can dream can&apos;t she?) Well time to post this! Yup yup! &lt;/div&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 21 Jun 2008 05:16:24 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Hello People!</title>
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  <description>Okay so it has been exactly two weeks since I&apos;ve started my hiatus thing.... Truth be told I didn&apos;t last long with the no writing thing.... To tell you the truth I have the last two chapters for A Little Longer done just need to get the freakin epilogue done, ummm couple drabble oneshot things that includes one that I wrote last night at 2 in the morning, and three new chaptered things.... Yes I so totally fail at not writing, but guess what! I&apos;m going to be evil for a bit longer and not post anything up! Why? I don&apos;t know I just feel like being evil!&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; So the reason I&apos;m writing this is because well I decided I should let people know how everything is going just because I have nothing better to do! Well what can I say about what&apos;s going on? I&apos;m looking for a job, &lt;br /&gt; I have one very weird cat that&apos;s fascinated by toilets and loves to talk to you when he thinks he&apos;s not getting enough attention... Did i mention that he loves to play with plastic bags? He&apos;s a really weird cat, but I can&apos;t help but to love him because he&apos;s so weird... Reminds me of me in cat form! Anyways! What else can I say?&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; Ooh! Know what! I&apos;m going to give little previews to my three new fics! Just so I can add the hype up for all of you! Sp this first one I started back when Super Junior M debuted. Yes its been that long and have I said a word about it? Nope! But here&apos;s the preview/snippet thing for everyone! Is there a title? Nope! Haven&apos;t thought of one yet!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class=&quot;ljcut&quot; text=&quot;Story One!&quot;&gt;HanKyung looked all around their new Chinese home. It was great for him to be back in his homeland after being away for so long. The Chinese language could now easily slip between his parted lips without worrying if his Korean was all right. Too bad his languages were all screwed up at the moment leaving him helplessly speaking in a mixture of Chinese and Korean. Out of his other band mates only Shiwon understood most of what he happened to be saying since Kyuhyun, Ryeowook, and DongHae only knew the basics of the language.&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; “What’s the point of us being here if only one of is Chinese and another can speak it, but the rest of us are completely stranded to it all? Wasn’t Henry supposed to be with us too?” DongHae complained rapidly in Korean as he glared at his new home. All of the Chinese around him caused agitation to flow fluently through his body as time slowly slipped by. He could have sworn sometimes that the Chinese were aliens too. Just look at how HanKyung couldn’t even speak his own native language correctly without mixing it up with Korean! That just so happened to be plain evidence that something was wrong.&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; “Oh stop your complaining! You were all excited about this until we had to get on the airplane leaving Kibum behind! I don’t want to hear any kind of complaints coming from you! Henry is going to be with us later on with another member. First you, Ryeowook, and Kyuhyun need to understand Chinese more fully.” HanKyung rambled off in a mixture between the two languages he spoke. He was really irritated about how he couldn’t speak right and DongHae wasn’t helping with the way he just stood there complaining about everything. Shiwon rubbed his back affectionately hoping to soothe his lover’s evident anger.&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; “Shiwon appa, what did HanKyung umma say?” Ryeowook piped up with wide innocent eyes. Just by the way he looked innocent caused feelings of guilt for HanKyung and Shiwon as they just thought of getting after Ryeowook for their appa and umma names. Keeping the remarks to themselves, HanKyung muttered under his breath about how innocent the younger male was. How in the world could Yesung stand it?&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;“Umma was just telling DongHae off about how he wasn’t complaining before about coming to China and to stop because no matter what Kibum isn’t here either way. Study your Chinese for appa okay?” Shiwon answered as he fell into being appa while HanKyung fell into the umma position. Sometimes Ryeowook was just too adorable for his own good while being innocent at times. When would it end?&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;“Umma and appa?” Kyuhyun questioned as Ryeowook began to set off to study his Chinese. The older one smiled slight as he nodded his head as if it was the way things were supposed to go. Shaking his head, Kyuhyun smiled slightly as he took note that things were going to be interesting from that moment on. Especially since DongHae was claiming the phone to be his so that he could give Kibum a call, HanKyung saying something while heading towards the kitchen with Shiwon following closely behind, and Ryeowook asking Kyuhyun with that adorable hopeful look about studying with him.&lt;br /&gt; &lt;/div&gt; &lt;br /&gt;This second one on the other hand has no main pairing, no title, and way too much crap going on in the first bit. I&apos;m going to give a bit that&apos;s not at the beginning because the beginning is well... I don&apos;t know how to explain it, you all will just have to wait for me to post it k?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid2&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class=&quot;ljcut&quot; text=&quot;Story Two!&quot;&gt;“I know your not incompetent, but it’s the only thing I can say to everyone that just stare at you as if your some piece of meat that can be bought anytime. I only say it to keep them away.” HeeChul explained as he nuzzled my neck affectionately. A grin spread across my lips as I let things just be the way they were. There were always times where I could count on HeeChul to take care of me even with our two big secrets.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The first being what I just so happen to be along with exactly how old the two of us were. It was hard on both of us for me being the descendent of Shiva. Only because we watched the normal lives of everyone else every passing day wishing that we could experience that feeling. Why was I the descendent when I wasn’t even Hindu? I always asked myself that question even though I knew that I would encounter no answer any time soon.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The second secret we kept was that over the years we had been under an assassin group that had been interested in what I could do. My abilities made us the top assassin duo the instant they saw what I could make happen. Occasionally headquarters did would make us do undercover work because they thought they had found another descendent. My excitement died years ago because of the many false attempts. This time would be the same as every other one because we were on the hunt with little information.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“So what’s the name of the person were trying to find?” HeeChul lazily asked me expecting to get an answer. Well answer that he would want and prove that this wasn’t just some thing they used to get us out of the way. Every new boss tried to get us out of the way because they felt uncomfortable around us.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“No idea. They couldn’t figure out the names. There could possibly be two here, but with a low third. High power levels that practically matched mine were distributed between three unless the third is a false alarm.” I explained as I slid my body away from HeeChul’s. My feet carried me over to my desk to look over the information we had.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Do we know what god they are supposed to be the descendents of? Please tell me that we do or else I swear this is just another boring hunt they sent us on because our boss doesn’t like to be around us.” HeeChul pleaded with me desperately. I could only offer him a weak smile before shaking my head in answer. We had nothing to go on this time around.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“For heaven’s sake! They just want us away! I swear when we return I’m chewing someone out! I don’t care what position they hold either! Those unhelpful bas-“ HeeChul exclaimed as he paced our room back and forth. My hand covered his mouth almost instantly as he was about to call our coworkers bastards.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Chul, I know you don’t like this either. They tried their best to get us information. Please just work with me on this. I don’t want to lose anyone else.” I said softly as I leaned against his agitated body. The moment HeeChul realized what I meant by not wanting to lose anyone else his body melted into my own.&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;“We won’t lose anyone this time I promise! We’re going to get there before something happens to them okay Jae?” He assured me even though he knew as well as I did that this wasn’t something that could be assured on. There was no way we could assure that descendents wouldn’t be killed in front of my very own eyes.&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;There was a reason behind I hated to be called the ‘Lucky One’ at headquarters. Every descendent that we have ever gotten to would take their own life away because they weren’t able to handle it. They would become insane and use their own powers to die because that was the only other way we could be destroyed if the god we were the descendent of didn’t do it for their own good. HeeChul kept this bit away from everyone because he knew I couldn’t say anything about it because they were just like me. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The truth is though there was only one reason why I hadn’t ended up just like them. That reason would be HeeChul just simply being by my side. If he wasn’t there I would have been lost that night ninety-four years ago. I just simply had someone that needed me as much as I needed them by my side.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I hate having to be late because the office screwed up. We should have started with everyone else, but no we he had to wait because all of our information disappeared on them. I can’t believe it took two weeks for them to clear all of this up.” HeeChul grumbled on our way to our first class of the day. We were called down to the main office to be told that we were to be in our classes this very morning. HeeChul wasn’t too happy about it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Over the course of two weeks though HeeChul and I took the chance to get to know our surroundings. Which meant he went scouting for guys and girls that he could possibly use to pass the time for pleasure. He ended up going for both genders because in the past he got bored with just one. I never really understood why he just didn’t change things up, but I just let it be.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My time was spent just looking around to see if anything caught my eye. There had been one person that did just that too. We had talked for a little bit, but our names were never exchanged sadly. He was intoxicating by the way he acted with a mysterious aura around him while being extremely shy. To my eyes that person was pure beauty.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I think this will be beneficial for us both. Something tells me that things will be fine here.” I said out loud while my lips curled up into a small smile. HeeChul just stared at me as if I were crazy. That is until he thought he put everything together because I never told him about the one person that caught my attention.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“You met someone when I wasn’t around huh?” He said as if he were trying to accuse me of something. Yes it was true I did meet someone, but I wouldn’t tell HeeChul that right now. Grinning I slipped into my first class as quickly as possible. Thank goodness this wasn’t one of the classes I shared with HeeChul. Part of me was glad because it meant that I could get a lovely break from everything.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And the last one, which I find quite... I don&apos;t know mysterious in a &quot;OMG there&apos;s going to be so much smut that I&apos;ll have to write&quot; way. But I really do enjoy this one because I&apos;m adding the Super Junior members into and actually messing around with their backgrounds. It&apos;s kind of like story number two, but in a totally different way. I really do like this one though because well first of all it was given to me as a prompt by... crap.... whoever gave me the prompt of JaeMinChun, but with Jae and Chun being whores please let me know because I can&apos;t remember who you are! *crosses fingers in hope that the person who me prompt reads this* Here&apos;s the third one though!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid3&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class=&quot;ljcut&quot; text=&quot;Story Three!&quot;&gt;Hot sweltering heat caused perspiration to cover my body as I layed there breathing heavily. The sound of my heart pounding against my ribs was the only sounds I could hear in the silent room.&amp;nbsp; Another dream left me my body shivering in fear as if the sea of what ifs were trying to drown me. If it weren’t for the still sleeping body of my best friend, Park Yoochun, in the bed on the other side of the room those what ifs would have done ended the very existence of Kim Jaejoong.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Swearing softly into the darkness, my eyes glanced at the dim red light of the clock near my bed to read that it was only four twenty-seven in the morning. This time around I found myself getting almost a full two hours of sleep. It was only less than the average three hours that I had been getting all week. Then again my body was used to the way it got hardly any sleep at all in nights. That was one of the things you got used to when you were in the type of work I was in though.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A soft vibrating noise again wood caught my attention announcing that I had a new message. A new message meant a customer for me, which also meant the chance to make money and get out of the house that held all of Heechul’s and Eeteuk’s whore in. This time though the usual message from Heechul turned out to be from Eeteuk. That meant that this customer was either very important and had lots of money, a first timer with a lot of money, or a combination of the former categories.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You know where your room is so I don’t have to tell you where I suppose. Get there around 5 though. Heechul wants to pamper you up before your guest at 8. –Eeteuk&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A soft chuckle was held back as I thought of the two owners of the group of whores I was apart of. Between the two, Eeteuk saw the customers as guests that just needed a little extra help in getting what they wanted. He refused to call them customers because he thought that was something that was immoral. Heechul was the less prudish one of the two though. He set it up so that each whore was perfect for the customers needs. If extra money was paid then he would go far enough as to make their every fantasies come true, as long as it stayed within the rules.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The rules were quite simple. I could name them off from memory in perfect memory like the rest of the whores, but that was only because I had spent hours reading them over. I had been with Eeteuk and Heechul since the day I was kicked out of my house by my parents. They didn’t like the thought of not having a perfect son so I was left to the streets. Heechul picked me up and gave me a place to stay.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Being close to them gave me the chance to see their business from first hand experience. I was actually giving the chance to take over the business when they couldn’t, but I had yet to make a decision about that. Until I was ready they placed me as one of their whores, their best one to be exact.&amp;nbsp; My experience for that came from the best of the best before they retired.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Don&apos;t you all just love how none of these have a title whatsoever? I fail I totally do! But here&apos;s your guys&apos; previews until I return from not posting absolutely anything! Now I must go find YehWookness or HanHaeness because i&apos;ve been so obsessed with those two pairings lately.. On another note about YehWook... &lt;span class=&apos;ljuser&apos; lj:user=&apos;aznmen&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://aznmen.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://aznmen.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;aznmen&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;... where&apos;s my YehWook fic? You promised Gangster!Ryeowook to me and I want it now! I&apos;ve waited patiently and its not here! *pouts* Don&apos;t you love me anymore? I informed you when dear Wookie&apos;s birthday was, which by the way is still going on over there right now, and this is the thanks I get? Now I must go and spam her inbox! Why? Because I can! *laughs evilly* Take care all I&apos;ll be back!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;~Heather</description>
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  <description>Hello there everyone! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So I have decided that its about time that I do something about this little problem I have with silent readers and getting hardly any comments. Believe it or not my writing takes me a long time to do. Its not easy making sure that each chapter I write for story is at least two thousand words and that&apos;s my goal with every chapter and every oneshot. Only my drabbles are excluded from being two thousand words. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So guess what! I&apos;m going on a long writing hiatus. No one will see anything written by me for a long time because I can&apos;t do this anymore with not a lot of comments. I thank the ones that are dear enough to comment as much as they can even when they are probably really busy. I also understand that comments are sometimes really hard to word at times. I know that one from experience myself. But please comments are really needed with me because it keeps me going with a flow of ideas and what I can do next time to make things better. All of my writing has turned to a blob of crap to me and I honestly just don&apos;t want to write anymore. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sorry to the ones out there to see me go, but I think its time that I just back off for a while even if it means that I&apos;m leaving things unfinished. Hopefully I&apos;ll be back to finish A Little Longer, Lets Start Modeling, Of Dreams &amp;amp; Reality, and the surprise one that I had for everyone. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Heather</description>
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  <description>&lt;b&gt;Title:&lt;/b&gt; Lets Start Modeling&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Chapter: &lt;/b&gt;4/?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Pairing: &lt;/b&gt;YunJae/JaeHo, YooSu/JunChun, Minki, KangTeuk, ShiChul, EunMin, YehWook, KyuKyung, KiHae, Shindong/Son Ho Young&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Rating: &lt;/b&gt;PG-13 (rating may change in the future most likely though....)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Summary: &lt;/b&gt;Modeling contest, DBSK, Super Junior, and all Junki&apos;s plan to get to spend more time with DBSK&apos;s certain youngest member... Yes things are sure to get rather interesting.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Author&apos;s Note: &lt;/b&gt;Follows after my Minki photo shoot oneshot that I wrote way back in October. Again aznmen and I got into another conversation... but this time it was about a modeling contest and a chaptered story. Read the oneshot &lt;a href=&quot;http://kittypoker.livejournal.com/20424.html&quot;&gt;here&lt;/a&gt;. Which is friendlocked by the way!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class=&quot;ljcut&quot; text=&quot;Oh the return of this fic! Once again!&quot;&gt;Chapter Four&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Because your guys’ oh so wonderful author is stuck at the moment with how to write the whole photo shoot scene she’s just going to sum it up into one big paragraph! If anyone would like to help the dear author out with how to-Never mind! Dear aznmen has helped me out with giving me ideas! So without further ado! Chapter Four for real! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I want everyone to go get into their outfits and go through make up. G-Dragon’s group will be up first. So hurry please!” Henry exclaimed before everyone was guided to their stations of where they would get ready. He didn’t however expect the screams from Seungri and Dae Sung about everything.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Where’s my make up kit Dae Sung? You promised me that you wouldn’t play these games!” Seungri screamed at the top of his lungs from one side of the room. He had Eeteuk sitting in the chair in front of him as he searched aimlessly for his make up kit.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I didn’t touch your stinking make up kit! Besides why would I when I have to style eighteen heads! Stop your complaining and look in your bag!” Dae Sung yelled back as he styled Kibum’s hair the best he could quickly. The two shot comments back and forth leaving the ones they were in charge slightly scared at the two. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Are you going to do anything about those two?” Shiwon asked G Dragon as he stepped into the room for his change of clothes. The clothes were handed to him while a smile was given to him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Why would I step in the middle of those two? They can get quite scary sometimes when they are like this. Get changed and I’ll meet you out there.” G Dragon said before turning to Ryeowook who shyly just walked into the room. “Here you go Ryeowook! Be quick so that it doesn’t get too crowded all right?”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ryeowook silently changed into his outfit, but soon ran into a problem with how it was supposed to go. Looking at the weird add-ons to his outfit, Ryeowook cocked his head to the side while trying to figure out how he was suppose to put the weird rope looking thing on. His groans caught Shiwon’s attention as he once again pulled the thing off of his body.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Would you like some help Ryeo?” Shiwon offered as he drew closer to the younger male. Wide eyes met with Shiwon’s before nodding happily in acceptance. “I think you’re supposed to put it on this way.” He added as he slipped the thing over Ryeowook’s head in the right way. “See not so bad!”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Thank you Shiwon!” Ryeowook exclaimed as he looked at himself in the mirror. His outfit was fairly simple. All it consisted of was a while long sleeve shirt, black tight pants, a black vest with a little design made out of black stones, and the rope thing that went around his neck and tied around his wrist. Lifting up his hand, Ryeowook frowned at the way the thing constricted his hand movement.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“What were you going to ask me last night by the way? I’ve been wondering ever since you just dropped the subject.” Shiwon found himself asking quietly as Donghae and Eunhyuk walked into to the room pushing one another back and forth. The outfit Shiwon happened to be wearing was actually normal.&amp;nbsp; It was a black button up shirt slightly unbuttoned with the sleeves pushed up to his elbows with one side not tucked in. The black pants and shiny silver shoes kind of clashed together, but still made t he outfit look nice as a white belt was pulled tightly around his waist.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I was just going to ask you if it was okay if I slept with you at night. Yesung and I usually curl up together when we sleep and I’ve gotten used to that. So now that we don’t share the same room and can’t change, I have a hard time sleeping. I was just going to ask you if it was okay if I slept with you.” Ryeowook muttered as he watched his toes wiggle. A slight thought on why didn’t he have shoes went through his mind before Shiwon wrapped his arm around his shoulder.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Of course is fine with me. You should have just came out and told me that last night and everything would be fine. Don’t worry next time all right?” Shiwon said as he led the younger male off to the garden. They both missed the way Yesung walked into the room and searched around for Ryeowook with hope of catching a glimpse of his younger lover only to glare at the way Shiwon’s arm was wrapped around the younger male’s body intimately.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Everyone soon stood outside in their respectful groups as Henry motioned to exactly where he wanted them to be exactly for the big group shot. He had G Dragon’s group up closer to the middle of the camera’s shot. All eyes stayed on Henry as he worked with each group carefully.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Have fun! And since there’s only one of me I’ve decided to call in some help with the pictures. Zhoumi will be your photographer for the day and I hope you all do listen to what he tells you to do.” Henry said as he dragged Zhoumi out of hiding. Chinese male came out grinning like a fool as he began speaking in slow Korean hoping that everyone understood him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Lets do this everyone! Now I want Kibum to be first and after that we’ll rotate to the others. You each get about 50 frames so have fun and make sure to out shine everyone else.” Zhoumi said with a lot of enthusiasm. It didn’t take long for anyone to get into the flow of things.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Okay since… I’m not sure what to write next… Curse my not being able to do this well! Hopefully I can catch onto the flow soon because this is driving me crazy. But yes this is what I call I scene skip… time skip… Either way I’m skipping forward! You can all use your imaginations to wonder what kind of crack went on… Some things will be told here in the next scene because… well lets just say Henry, Junki, Zhoumi and TOP review over the pictures next! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I don’t like it!” Henry automatically said as he stared at the picture of Kibum in his hands. The others all looked at him curiously because they were surprised that the youngest was on top of everything. He was being quite business like that it the others feel like they were being put in their place by someone quite younger.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Why don’t you like Kibum’s picture? I think he did a wonderful job!” Zhoumi exclaimed as he stole the picture unexpectedly out of Henry’s hands. His eyes stared at it as if it was the best thing he had ever seen.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“He knows how to do it and he’s not putting his all into it.” Henry said as he watched Junki take a look of it. The model himself frowned at the image before passing it along.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Henry’s right he’s not putting his all into it.” Junki said as his eyes stared at the other seventeen pictures. He wasn’t allowed to be there during the photo shoot itself because they knew how frustrated he would have gotten. Part of him just wanted to quickly get through all of the images just so that he could see how well his lover did.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Here’s the thing though!” TOP said as he leaned over the table to look at the others. “I watched everyone during there time up there in front of the camera. Kibum and a few others knew what they were doing and knew that. I think with that being known they held back because the others were given a chance. I think no matter what we should keep Kibum and see if he’ll up his game.” The picture was set down as he let his point be set.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Next is… Yunho!” Henry said as he pulled out the next picture. He let the others look at the way Yunho used his angles and the way he stood there. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I find it funny because Yunho’s just standing there while the others are doing some weird thing. You can see in the background that JaeJoong’s using glitter filled eyes for an effect to the picture too.” Junki said as he stared at the image. Zhoumi leaned over to get a better look at the picture before grinning.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“He is right, but I like it! He’s taking the chance to use what everyone else is doing. I have to say though, it really did turn out well.” Zhoumi said as he let TOP take over the picture. After the Big Bang member nodded his head in agreement Henry took back the picture and stared at it. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Next we have is Shiwon! And man did he rock this shoot in a sexy way! His hands were all over the ones he was paired up with. I thought HeeChul was going to throw a fit because the whole time his eyes were glued on Shiwon as if he were going to get it.” Henry said as he passed the picture on. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“God I can’t remove me eyes from his stance. Whose idea was it for him to stand straight on with his legs open like that?” Zhoumi asked as Junki took the image from him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I love how everyone else is all touchy too in the background. Hankyung and Kyuhyun obviously have some hidden meaning behind the whole lusty eyes and hands on the thigh. But Shiwon did an excellent job, but I think he needs to tone down the sex and make it more professional.” Junki said as TOP agreed with him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Eeteuk looks… so…. unbelievably gay in this picture…” Henry said as he looked at the next picture. The others all got up from their seats to have a look at the same time. Bursts of laughter came out as they stared at the image.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“It’s the make up! Seungri went over board when he was given Eeteuk to work with. I guess he wasn’t kidding when he said he’d try his best to make Eeteuk a drag queen if he ever got the chance to do his make up.” TOP said as he went to sit back down. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Dae Sung though didn’t help with the hair or the outfits they picked out. Eeteuk’s wearing a skirt, I think he just got into his character a little bit too much.” Henry said as Zhoumi shook with laughter with his head against Henry’s next. Junki just sat there quietly as he stared at the opposite wall.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Now we have Ryeowook!” Henry said as he pulled out Ryeowook’s picture. His eyes stared it for a second before looking up at Zhoumi. “When did this happen?”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“When did what happen?” Zhoumi asked as looked at the image too. He froze also when he realized that Ryeowook was a mix between totally adorable and sexy. “Can I still pinch his cheeks like yours?” He added as he turned to Henry. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Well the cute factor was messed with. I think the whole group except for ChangMin was surprised though. Look at the way ChangMin is holding back his smile at the way they all froze at how he looked.” TOP said as he looked at the picture. Junki stole the picture to only get a glimpse at what ChangMin looked like.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I think ChangMin was in on it though. He looks proud of himself at the same time. I know that look!” Junki exclaimed as he stared at the image. He knew something was up. “Who was before Ryeowook?”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“That would be…. Hankyung. Why?” Henry said as he looked at the order of who went where during the photo shoot.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Let me see it!” Junki said as he held his hand out. Henry slowly placed the image in his hand as he looked at the way ChangMin was leaned in toward Ryeowook as if he was whispering something. The shocked face of Ryeowook told him that ChangMin indeed suggested something. “Thought so! ChangMin whispered quietly to Ryeowook during Hankyung’s shoot! That sneaky little rascal… Anyways I like Ryeowook’s and Hankyung’s…. Are you certain he’s not Korean because he looks like a Korean here. I want something Chinese with him!” Junki added before he passed along Hankyung’s picture and returned Ryeowook’s.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“We need to make him more him… Zhoumi you should help with what we do with Hankyung! The make up and outfits and such because your Chinese!” TOP exclaimed as he grinned. Zhoumi took the image and stared at it for a bit before passing it to Henry.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Wouldn’t be able to do much… I saw how Dae Sung and Seungri were if they tried to change something with their outfits… I’m not stepping into that one!” Zhoumi said as Henry chuckled.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I’ll make sure to let them know to cut back on the make up and leave things open for him because I don’t like it either. He looks like he’s trying to be a wannabe Chinese person, but is actually Korean… Which is sad and should be the other way.” Henry said as he pulled out the next image. “Here’s Kyuhyun’s shot.” Henry added as he passed the image along.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“How cute! He pulled Hankyung next to his body for this shot, but made sure to do it correctly.” Zhoumi said as he cooed over the picture. Junki chuckled as he agreed with the Chinese male next to him. TOP was the only that frowned on it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“He’s limiting himself to a package deal. His eyes say that if you want me you get Hankyung with me no matter what.” TOP pointed out as he passed the picture back to Henry. The youngest nodded his head as he took in TOP’s words before pulling the picture out.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I’m skipping ChangMin’s for now because I know Junki here can’t wait. So now we have Eunhyuk! Who I must admit is being a dork in this picture.” Henry said as he shook his head in wonder.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Why does he look guilty? Did he do something he wasn’t supposed to do?” Junki asked curiously t he moment his eyes caught the way Eunhyuk’s eyes were sketched in guilt. Everyone else shrugged their shoulders before going onto the next image.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I think Sungmin and Dae Sung make a nice match. They were the two that had the best chemistry in this group because of the love of pink. I thought Zhoumi hear would have told them to shut up because they wouldn’t stop talking about it. Believe it or not it looks like the two are having a blast of being complete random pink loving dorks.” Henry said as he stared at it. Hums of agreement came from the others before moving onto the next picture.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“YooChun looks like a gapping fish out of water…” Junki said as he stared at the Dong Bang boy. TOP looked at the picture himself trying to find something good about the image before saying anything.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“But look! See he’s got a nice pose!” TOP said as he pointed it out. Zhoumi, Henry, and Junki all stared at the Big Bang member curiously before going on with the images.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I think Kangin is trying to hard to be intimidating.” Zhoumi said as he passed on the picture without a second glance. TOP nodded his head while Junki sighed at the picture.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Why are all of them going downhill now? All the good ones were before them…” Junki muttered as he picked up the next picture from the middle of the table. He froze when he realized that he had gotten Donghae’s. “Oh man! This alien loving boy certainly does know how to bring alien to a photo shoot. Who gave him the alien antennas?” Junki added as he chuckled.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Oh boy… I believe that was Dae Sung who decided to hand them over to Donghae… But you have to like it because he’s obviously being him.” Henry said as he found himself smiling. Zhoumi and TOP nodded their heads in agreement as Zhoumi picked up the next one.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Yesung is a lovely person to photograph. I love the way he looks mysterious, but at the same time he’s not trying too hard.” Zhoumi said as he passed the picture onto Henry.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I think he’s not into it though. He should just be an excellent singer, not a model.” Henry said as he let the other two take over it. Junki and TOP had mixed agreements and disagreements over it before TOP brought the next picture to their picture.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Holy crap! Seungri and Dae Sung are never allowed to team up to do HeeChul at the same time! They put him in a dress!” TOP exclaimed as he passed the picture on in horror. Junki glanced up at Henry then back at the picture a few times before passing it on without saying a word.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Wish they didn’t make him a girl… We want to bring out the masculine in him…” Henry said as he shook his head and went on. Zhoumi offered him a small smile as he let Henry pick up the next picture. “Shindong needs more room for his pictures… We should remember that… Small frame and him makes him look like a monster.” Henry said as he passed the picture on.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Well besides that he needs to have his clothes actually fit him too… I don’t like the tightness on him. Makes it look like they are trying to squeeze into a size zero and failing.” Junki said as he let Zhoumi and TOP have a look at the picture. The two agreed before the next picture was about to be passed around the table.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“If JaeJoong wasn’t so mean to me at the moment I’d hug him the next chance I got.” Junki said as he passed JaeJoong’s picture along. All eyes fell on the beauty that was JaeJoong before falling into complete silence. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“He obviously is fierce enough, but he needs to work with his angles and his eyes. With that said Kim JaeJoong blows us away in a flurry of beauty.” Henry said before adding the picture to the pile.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I’ve been waiting for Junsu’s and Seungri’s image…” TOP said as he grinned at the image in front of him. “Junsu so took the chance to be all charismatic while Seungri stared at him adoringly. You can see it in their eyes that Junsu’s a star meant to shine. I love it…” TOP said as he laughed to himself.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Well Junsu does certainly shine… I love the way he has his hips kind of rolling as if he’s dancing and Seungri’s fanboying over that.” Junki said as he too started to laugh to himself.&amp;nbsp; Henry and Zhoumi both looked at one another before looking at the image before them.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“You can see the stars and love in Seungri’s eyes because he’s that close to his idol…” Henry muttered as he shook his head. Zhoumi smiled at him as if it was okay before sitting far back in his chair.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Time to do ChangMin’s… And we all know that lover boy here can’t wait.” TOP said as he watched Junki perk up in his seat. Henry rubbed his eyes before he pulled out ChangMin’s picture, which was snatched out of his hands by an eager Junki.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“All of your comments are invalid when it comes to ChangMin unless they actually mean something… You can’t play favorites because he’s your boyfriend.” Henry said in a hard tone. Junki pouted at him before nodding his head in agreement.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Well I have to say that he doesn’t know what he’s doing because I know from first hand experience, but he still needs to mess around a little bit with how he angles his face.” Junki said quickly in a business manner before smiling widely at the picture in front of him. “I love it, but I think he could do more.” TOP struggled to get the picture out of Junki’s hands so that he could have a look himself.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Who knew that the youngest Dong Bang boy was good at keeping things simple yet sexy? You can see the faint blush on Ryeowook’s cheeks because ChangMin’s touching him too…” TOP said as he handed the picture off to Zhoumi. The Chinese one nodded his head in agreement before passing it back to Henry.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“So we all know whose not going to be in the next photo shoot?” Henry asked as heads all nodded at him. “Good now that we have our decision we can go on ahead!” The four judges nodded their heads before they all fell silent.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So its official everyone! I fail at writing this... I get stuck with not having ideas and I just have a hard time writing it. I think I may end up discontinuing it because I am very much stuck with it. It was easier when I had crazylilazngirl helping me, but it ended up that it was hard for too so we both decided that I&apos;d work on it. Watch in the future to see if I actually do end up discontinuing or not because I don&apos;t want to keep everyone&apos;s hopes up about it. Sorry if this chapter is crap because it wouldn&apos;t agree with me. Comments are loved as usual.&lt;/div&gt;</description>
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  <title>Cowboy Style</title>
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  <description>&lt;b&gt;Title: &lt;/b&gt;The Time Junsu Took it Upon Himself to Make a Move for Some ShiSu Action (AKA Cowboy Style)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Pairing: &lt;/b&gt;ShiSu&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Rating: &lt;/b&gt;NC17&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Summary: &lt;/b&gt;PWP ShiSu first time smut that&apos;s kind of cracky... Enough said&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class=&quot;ljcut&quot; text=&quot;Smut yes I know&quot;&gt;Skipping happily down the hallway, Junsu didn’t care if he was recognized in his not so useful disguise because honestly he wasn’t wearing one. He wanted all of the fangirls to know that he going to the Super Junior apartments at the moment. Just not for the reason they thought it was for. Sure he’d see HyukJae and he’d be able to give him the hate as well as the love in one dose, but there was only one reason why Junsu was making this happy trip on this fateful day.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Junsu had a plan, a plan that involved everyone gone in the Super Junior household except one member that they all liked to call “horse”. Yes Choi Shiwon was Junsu’s goal to keep inside of the apartment for both of their needs. All that needed to happen was that the other twelve members would happily just be gone for most of the day that way they had no chance of being walked in on.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Alright, here’s the key to Shiwon’s apartment. I told him I wanted to clean his place today just for the hell of it so that he wouldn’t mind. Everyone else knows of your plan so you won’t have to be bothered by anyone. I still can’t believe your going through with this after that stupid movie we watched, but I guess it works. I got Ryeowook to keep Yesung away because I know he wanted to come in out of nowhere to tease Shiwon later on. Kangin is under Eeteuk’s spell so he won’t come in either. Have fun!” Eunhyuk quickly explained before he started to head out the door. His nose wrinkled up in disgust at the thought of what he said before he added, “Why am I telling you to have fun? I know you will!” &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Junsu chuckled to himself as he watched his friend go before making his way towards the area Shiwon lived. Luckily for him, his older lover lived in an apartment by himself so that made things a lot easer. Opening the locked front door, Junsu found himself walking into the home of his lover and found it quite exciting how he would be able to have his way with the older one. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Now all he had to do was get straight to work with it all.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Shaking his head, Shiwon silently wondered to himself why the others wouldn’t return back home with him. Finding it a bit odd, he expected things to happen once he walked into his home. The only thing he found out of place was the note hanging on a string from the ceiling in front of his face. Looking confused yet curious at the same time, Shiwon opened the note to read:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Neeh! I beat you here! Follow the little trail of blue feet that I left for you on the ground to your next note! &amp;lt;3&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Chuckling at the note, Shiwon knew who wrote it for him from the handwriting. He followed the trail of little blue footsteps towards the kitchen. There on the counter a bright yellow piece of paper was placed begging for attention. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Yellow is such a bad color to write on… It hurts my eyes! Quick follow the trail of red feet to your next note! Your getting warmer to what’s in store for you! &amp;lt;3&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There on the floor Shiwon followed the red feet as he silently wondered what Junsu was up to with all of this. Wouldn’t it be just better to make it easier on him and just come out so that they could cuddle together after so long of being away from one another? Sighing, Shiwon found himself in his bathroom with a note written on his mirror in what looked like to be a dark shade of blue lipstick on his mirror.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Biggest note Shiwonnie! I took up the whole mirror too with this big writing! Hurry up k? I’m getting cold here without you! Purple footsteps now go! Isn’t this an awesome shade of blue lipstick? Wonder where HeeChul got it from… &amp;lt;3&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The trail of purple footsteps wasn’t a very long one before they stopped right in front of Shiwon’s bedroom door. A small note was on the door telling Shiwon that his prize was just beyond the door waiting for him. Opening the door, Shiwon laughed to himself as he stepped into the dark room.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Su, what’s up with all of this? You should have just greeted me at the door so I could have gathered you up into my arms for a hello kiss.” Shiwon said as he pouted and flipped the lights on. “I mean why did you-Oh!” he started to say, but stopped when he noticed Junsu leaning against the headboard of his bed with one leg propped up.The way Junsu was sitting there was just a small part of it all because when Shiwon saw what the younger one was wearing all sense of what was right and wrong disappeared. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Clad in a pair of leather chaps on his legs, Junsu sat up a little bit more in the middle of the bed. He moved to slide off the bed slowly as he started to make his way over to Shiwon’s stunned body. No shirt was worn over Junsu’s tone chest, but a brown leather vest was placed on his body giving it the cowboy touch. One of those black handkerchief things were tied around Junsu’s neck loosely while a dark cowboy hat sat on his head.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Your home Shiwon! I thought you would never show up because I was starting to lose hope that you wanted to see me. Like your surprise?” Junsu asked in a low husky voice that caused shivers down Shiwon’s spine.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Junsu, what’s with all of this?” Shiwon asked confused as his eyes stayed on his lover’s chest. Licking his lips absentmindedly Shiwon thought of just being able to touch his lover’s chest rather than the other things that were going to happen instead.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I do believe,” Junsu started as he began to strip Shiwon of his clothing, “that horses don’t talk to their cowboys.” The switch inside of the older male’s head that said good innocent Shiwon switched over to off letting all sorts of thoughts to flood his mind. “This time will be special since you’re my horse. You can talk and moan all you want, but feel free to use my name as much as possible.” &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Junsu’s lips attacked Shiwon’s nipples without warning making the older male stumble back to close the bedroom door to lean against something. Moans fell from Shiwon as Junsu’s teeth nipped at the small bud between his lips. Pulling away with a small pop noise, Junsu switched to the other nipple making sure to give that one a ton of attention. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Junsu…” Shiwon moaned as his knees began to weaken underneath the weight of his body. Junsu pulled away with a sly grin before he pulled Shiwon over to the bed. A brief glimpse of a bare ass caused Shiwon to groan in anticipation of it going much farther.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Be a good boy and listen to me.” Junsu said in a soft tone that held authority in it. They both knew that Junsu was in charge of everything that was going on at the moment so dominance stayed in his hands. A small bit of teeth grazed against Shiwon’s lower stomach before dragging his tongue up against the abs his lover had. Buckling hips told Junsu that he had found one of Shiwon’s sweet spots to make things a lot more interesting and pleasurable for the one pressed into the bed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Oh god… Junsu please…. More…” Shiwon moaned out in parts before his lover started to undo the jeans. A low moan came from Junsu as he slowly pulled off the article of clothing to find his lover’s hardened member bulged underneath underwear. Cupping the happy organ, Junsu rubbed his hand giving pressure to it making Shiwon groan out loud from all of the pleasure he felt. Back and forth Junsu’s hand gave and lacked pressure-causing pleasure to spark throughout Shiwon’s body. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The hand was removed from the part of Shiwon that needed the most attention all too soon leaving a low frustrated groan to come from the older sexually charged male. Shiwon watched as Junsu stripped the underwear off of his body before leaning down to wrap the shaft in his fist. The curve of Junsu’s bare ass peaked out to Shiwon as a part of lips wrapped themselves around the weeping head of Shiwon’s cock.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Slowly Junsu started a slow pace for his mouth to take in Shiwon’s cock all the way to the back before pulling almost completely off. The slow delving in and pulling away actions made low long moans fall from Shiwon’s lips before he started to moan out his lover’s name in pleasure and for more. Wrapping his tongue around the head, Junsu sped up the pace a little bit more making sure to swipe off any precome that formed every now and then. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Junsu… I’m getting close…” Shiwon moved out as he started to rock his hips towards the warmth of Junsu’s mouth. The warmth though was pulled away leaving Shiwon pulling Junsu’s body up against his to attack the other’s mouth with his own. The bitter salty taste of his own seed was tasted in Junsu’s mouth as Shiwon tasted the natural taste of the younger male mixed with the little bit of his own.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Mmm Shiwon you know I love kissing you, but there’s more I want to do.” Junsu muttered as he sat himself up with a smirk on his face. Bare ass rubbed against Shiwon’s cock causing hands to grasp onto the younger male’s hips. “I want you inside of me while I’m sitting on you.” Junsu admitted as he rubbed against the other once more.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Remove the chaps please… I want to be able to touch your cock while you ride me.” Shiwon muttered as he hands started to furiously undo the bottoms. Junsu moved completely off the bed as he slid the chaps off of his body completely. The vest was soon stripped off too leaving the cowboy hat and handkerchief the only things left on his body. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Crawling back, Junsu positioned Shiwon’s cock at his entrance before he pushed down onto it. Surprisingly it was slightly easy to push into Junsu’s hot tightness to Shiwon. His eyes held curiosity inside of them as he stared up at his lover’s slightly pained expression. Cupping Junsu’s face, Shiwon rubbed his thumb against the other’s cheek with affection.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Still hurt even with my preparation…” Junsu mumbled to himself as he waited for things to fill better within his body. Shiwon continued to rub his thumb against his cheek telling him to go on with what he was saying. “I prepared myself right up before you walked into the house. I pulled my fingers out of my body when I heard the front door close. Part of me hoped that with this being our first time and all having sex it would be better if I prepared myself instead of you doing it. It worked, but still hurts.” Junsu continued on with a slight blush to cheeks. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Su… I’m just happy with being inside of you right now. Hopefully though you’ll start moving because I’m using all of my self restraint to not fuck you right now.” Shiwon managed to get out in a strained tone. Smirking, Junsu wiggled his body slightly watching as his lover’s face changed to one of complete pleasure. Slowly Junsu lifted his body up before sliding back down as he winced in pain. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The more Junsu moved his body up and down on Shiwon’s cock; the pain subsided making sure to replace it with complete pleasure. Opening his mouth, Junsu let high pitched moans fall from his lips as he closed his eyes in pleasure. The lower half of his body soon picked up pace as he made sure Shiwon’s cock slide in and out of his body scraping against his inside walls in absolute pleasure. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The sound of wet skin slapping against one another at a fast pace filled the air as well as Junsu’s high pitched moans mixed with Shiwon’s own lower pitched ones. Pleasure riveted through both of their bodies like waves crashing down onto the shore. A slight change of angle found Junsu’s body shuddering as he screamed out Shiwon’s name. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Junsu… I’m so close…” Shiwon groaned out as he wrapped his fingers around Junsu’s weeping cock. He watched as Junsu nodded his head in agreement as moans fell from his lips like pants with eyes still screwed shut in maximum pleasure. Tugging on the organ in his hand at the same pace Junsu was bouncing on his lap, Shiwon found Junsu’s seed covering his chest as load after load emptied out of his body. The sound of Junsu’s high pitched moan and scream mixture sounded like music to Shiwon’s ears as it was his name that was being let out.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Falling limply against Shiwon’s body exhausted, Junsu layed there as Shiwon thrusted a few more times before his own seed covered his insides. Breaths being panted out mixed with one another as Junsu slowly moved his body slightly around so that he could kiss Shiwon a few times. Small kisses were passed between the two as their hearts slowed down and breathing became a lot easier to do. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Well that was a weird first time to have sex for us… What brought on the whole cowboy concept though?” Shiwon said as he nudged the cowboy hat against his leg that must have fallen off of Junsu’s head sometime during the act. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Watched a cowboy movie with HyukJae… Thought it would be a fun concept to use with you. But believe me our first time isn’t as weird as some other first times that I’ve heard about. According to HyukJae, Sungmin was a rabbit wouldn’t let him go until he was fucked properly. Plus DongHae and Kibum’s first time had something to do with alien rods or something like that… It was pretty weird in the end. So glad my band mates have regular first times…” Junsu muttered sleepily as he pulled himself off of Shiwon’s limp member. The two curled their bodies up against one another as they found sleep slowly taking over their bodies.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I love you Junsu… Just keep the fetishes out of the bedroom until we sort out our sex life okay?” Shiwon suggested as he snuggled closer to Junsu’s body. He was barely awake enough to sort out Junsu’s mumbles of how he loved him too and that keeping fetishes out of the bedroom for now was a good idea before the younger male fell completely asleep. Shiwon placed a small sleepy kiss to Junsu’s forehead before he too fell asleep from being completely exhausted. Shiwon’s last coherent thought though happened to be that the whole cowboy thing wasn’t that bad in the end.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sorry that the beginning is hard to get through... I was having such a hard time writing it because its been a while since I wrote smut... Like a long time.... But hey I got it done! Yay for me! Comments are loved! It means cookies! Cracky cookies! Crack ShiSu cookies!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 02 Jun 2008 02:39:46 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>A Little Longer [Chapter Twelve]</title>
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  <description>&lt;b&gt;T&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b&gt;itle: &lt;/b&gt;A Little Longer&lt;br /&gt;  &lt;b&gt;Pairing: &lt;/b&gt;JaeMin, YooSu, YunOFC, &lt;br /&gt;  &lt;b&gt;Rating: &lt;/b&gt;PG13&lt;br /&gt; &lt;b&gt; Warnings: &lt;/b&gt;AU, high school verse, student-teacher affair, bad way of portraying said student-teacher affair, and all of the other stuff warnings will be needed for in the future&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Beta: &lt;/b&gt;&lt;span class=&apos;ljuser&apos; lj:user=&apos;dreaming_col&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://dreaming-col.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://dreaming-col.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;dreaming_col&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Summary:&lt;/b&gt; Begin with new teacher, Shim ChangMin, add one, Kim JaeJoong, a student needing a little after-school tutoring. Will they bring up his grades? Or will they add a little spice to matters at hand?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class=&quot;ljcut&quot; text=&quot;Chapter Twelve&quot;&gt;Twelve&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fingers slipped through strands of hair slowly as sunlight peaked through the window. The only thing felt at the moment with the one that happened to be awake was dread. A meeting unknown to the sleeping form had been held the night before to try and sort everything out. ChangMin didn’t know how well everything would turn out after his meeting with JaeJoong’s father, Suk Sung.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sighing, ChangMin watched JaeJoong’s sleeping form as he snuggled in closer to his body. A small smile graced his lips as he watched the sunshine light up the lithe form in his arms. He couldn’t help but just sit there and watch JaeJoong in his arms because of the beauty that radiated from the younger male. Little moments like this made ChangMin believe that everything would go just fine for them.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;JaeJoong clutched onto ChangMin’s body for a moment before he relaxed and started to stretch a little bit. His eyes fluttered for a second as he stifled back a yawn that tried to escape from him. Thoughtfully, his eyes stared out at the tops of trees and blue sky as the seconds slowly ticked by. Part of him couldn’t believe that just the day before it was pouring, and now it looked like there had been no rain in days. Sighing, JaeJoong realized how foolish he had been to pretend nothing was wrong. The sigh he let out was matched with a hand touching the top of his head in a small tap, bringing his eyes up to meet ChangMin’s.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“What’s on your mind? You seem very thoughtful at the moment, and your body language is starting to scare me,” ChangMin softly spoke as he stared into JaeJoong’s eyes.&amp;nbsp; A shake of the head signaled that he wasn’t going to be told. “Do I need to force it out of you?” ChangMin teased as he smirked slightly at the younger one pressed against the side of his body.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Maybe that will work, but I think you may have to just wait,” JaeJoong teased back before sticking his tongue out in a playful way. ChangMin shook his head before pulling the younger one’s body closer to his own. Nuzzling his neck, ChangMin savored the feeling of being able to hold JaeJoong in his arms.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“When did you dye your hair?” The question was asked muffled against the crook of JaeJoong’s shoulder, but ChangMin knew he was heard just fine. Silence filled the air as thoughts wandered to the answer of the question. No sign of whether or not an answer was to be given was shown until JaeJoong sighed once again.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I dyed it only a couple days ago with Yunho,” JaeJoong answered softly as he lay there. ChangMin pulled back a little bit to stare into his lover’s eyes to see if he could find what was bugging him. The sigh wasn’t for nothing; something had happened to cause it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“You’re sighing again JaeJoong… I think you should tell me why this one was made since you aren&apos;t ready to talk about the other one yet,” ChangMin suggested as he cocked his head to the side. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Yunho’s been acting funny lately… It’s like one moment everything is fine with him and then the next I’ve done something to upset him. He’s just confusing me all the time. I just wish he would stop it and start being my best friend again,” JaeJoong admitted as he stared up at the ceiling thoughtfully. ChangMin smiled slightly at the way JaeJoong’s eyebrows furrowed together in thought.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Don’t worry; things will turn out fine with him. All best friends have some sort of weird thing happen. Junsu and I went through it, too.&amp;nbsp; Ours just ended up being that we stopped having any sort of communication with each other for a few years. We finally patched things up when I came to work at the school. Don’t let stupid things ruin your friendship, though,” ChangMin said thoughtfully as he ran the pad of his thumb absentmindedly against JaeJoong’s jaw line.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“The two of you are just fine now. What happened?” JaeJoong asked curiously as he scooted in closer to ChangMin’s body. Their eyes connected changing silent curiosity into thoughtfulness about everything.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“We let our friendship get screwed up because of a simple break up. Our promise of not letting it ruin our friendship turned out to be a broken one. Trust stopped and secrets were kept from the other. It all just broke apart on us one day, and I walked out on him. I didn’t know it then, but that was when he needed me the most. I was angry at him so I let that anger blind me from what truly needed to happen.” ChangMin spoke softly as he thought back to the days when things were much harder, yet simple at the same time. “Enough of that, though. Junsu and YooChun should be over here soon and the four of us are going out for a bit. Plus you should talk to YooChun about what happened. He was scared also last night, just not as much as you.” Those words were added before ChangMin pulled himself up off the bed to get ready. JaeJoong layed there stiff as a board while his thoughts ran off to what happened the night before.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I… I can’t see him. There’s no way I can face him…” JaeJoong muttered as he suddenly sat up. His eyes met with ChangMin’s as he pleaded to not make him meet up with YooChun.&amp;nbsp; Tearful eyes caused a sigh to fall from ChangMin’s lips as he drew closer to JaeJoong’s body. Cupping the younger man’s face in his hands, ChangMin captured JaeJoong’s lips for a kiss to help calm him down.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Jae, you can’t hide from him. You’ll have to face him sooner or later, and I think it would be for the best if it were away from the school. That way it’s away from the predatory gazes of the other students thinking that you’re in trouble. I promise that I’ll be right there and that I won’t leave you alone as long as this get sorted out between you two. How does that sound?” ChangMin spoke quietly against JaeJoong’s lips as he rubbed the pad of his thumb against the softness of the other’s cheek. A quivering bottom lip mixed with tearful eyes were all JaeJoong had as he slowly thought things over.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Okay, I’ll meet with him… I’ll talk with him, but only because I don’t want everyone at school knowing. I don’t know how I’ll handle that,” JaeJoong whispered as he hung his head down. ChangMin’s fingers moved down to the younger man’s back to rub in an affectionate and comforting manner. Lips were gently pressed against a neck to say that they were sorry for doing this to him. Held back sniffles were all that was needed to say that it was all right and that he understood the reason why it was going to happen.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Silence hung around four figures like a heavy plague, as time seemed to slow down to a complete stop. Junsu rolled his eyes before nudging YooChun to tell him to start talking to JaeJoong, who had his head hung down as he stared at his left hand intertwined with ChangMin’s right. YooChun shot Junsu a look that told him that he wasn’t sure how to do things at the moment. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“JaeJoong, how are you feeling?” ChangMin whispered into JaeJoong’s ear after he leaned in close enough. He watched out of the corner of his eye as Junsu smack YooChun upside the head for being an idiot. JaeJoong lifted his head up to smile slightly at ChangMin before leaning his head against the older one’s shoulder. A mumble was given as an answer, but it was too low for the words to be made out.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I have to say that I’m glad it was me that was there instead someone else, JaeJoong.” YooChun finally piped up causing JaeJoong to lift his head up off of ChangMin’s shoulder. Their eyes met for a second before he went on to explain why he meant what he said.&amp;nbsp; “If it was someone else instead of me, you’d find yourself in a different situation right now. I wasn’t planning on doing anything anyway because I’m with Junsu, but since I knew the way Kyung Ji treats her hookers I was going to make a deal. Turns out that you were the one she wanted me to break in for the first time. Anyone else would have left you screaming yourself hoarse throughout the whole act while left there to bleed from it being too rough afterwards.” Wide fearful eyes turned to ChangMin before turning back to YooChun to nod in understanding.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Thank you sir.” JaeJoong muttered as he bowed his head in respect. With his head down, he missed the way YooChun’s eyes flashed in sadness from the simple act. The smile he met with was a genuine one, but something about it told JaeJoong that things were not really as they seemed. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Now I do believe that Junsu wanted to treat you to something after this since ChangMin and I have some business to take care of. Will you be okay alone with Junsu for a little bit?” YooChun asked as he quickly changed the subject. ChangMin’s eyes flashed down to check what time it was before turning to the curious gaze that JaeJoong was giving him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“The two of us have an important meeting with a big time person. It’s about the future of my work so I need to take care of that. Junsu, as he’s told me so far, just wanted to take you out for some window-shopping. Knowing him as well as I do though, there’s a big chance that I’ll return home with bags all over the living room. I’m sorry that I hadn’t told you sooner about this,” ChangMin explained as he held JaeJoong’s hand between the two of his own.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“It’s fine! You do what you need to do and I’ll see you later. It’s not like I’m your caretaker or anything. There are things that we both have to do without the other. Besides I’m sure Junsu will take good care of me. You two better get going though because I can see the way Junsu is itching to leave,” JaeJoong muttered before he placed a small peck of a kiss against ChangMin’s lips. Smiles were exchanged before ChangMin excused himself from his couch to leave with YooChun. Two pairs of eyes watched them go until the front door shut and they heard one of the cars leave.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Okay we&apos;re in the clear! Let me go grab the bags from my car really quick and then we’ll change this place around a bit!” Junsu exclaimed before running off to get the things that were apparently already bought for ChangMin’s apartment. JaeJoong smiled slightly as he sat there slightly confused about everything but happy nonetheless.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ChangMin wouldn’t say that he was just irritated at the moment. No, not irritated; incredibly pissed off was the right term. His fingers tapped angrily at the car door next to him as YooChun drove him back to his apartment. Eyes glared at the lit up buildings that passed by in a blur in the night. He knew that YooChun was wary of him since the meeting that they&apos;d had with JaeJoong’s father.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“ChangMin, I know you&apos;re upset and all, but don’t you think you should calm down before we reach your apartment? Think of JaeJoong, who by the way is completely oblivious to what’s going on,” YooChun advised as he glanced over at his friend while waiting for the light to turn green.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I’m just so worked up because he didn’t believe us. What kind of father wouldn’t believe someone who was there when it comes to his own son? If JaeJoong is around that woman I’m afraid of what’s going to happen to him. Things are already chaotic as it is,” ChangMin said softly as he continued to stare outside. YooChun smiled slightly as the ride once again became silent.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;YooChun couldn’t bring himself to ask ChangMin any more questions about what he was going to do. All he could do was wait and watch while hoping that Junsu was wrong about ChangMin leaving them. Things were too much out of anyone’s control at the moment anyway, so time just had to be spent watching and waiting.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Junsu said that you were doing all you could for JaeJoong. Even calling up your own father for help. I know that you don’t have the best relationship with your parents and that they are hoping to pass the business onto you. Are you really leaving the school in the end? Are you really leaving Junsu behind yet again? You do know that knowing you&apos;re going to leave yet again will pretty much kill him right? Junsu admitted to me that he always thought the two of you would be together as friends. Always be by the others side, but that all changed when you left him without saying a word the first time. This time around, though, I’m not sure he’ll be able to handle you leaving again without doing something drastic,” YooChun admitted as he leaned against the steering wheel after parking in front of ChangMin’s apartment building. Sad eyes trying to understand turned to meet with ChangMin’s own eyes as silence once again took over the small space between the two.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I… I don’t know what else I can do,” ChangMin finally said in a defeated tone. “The only way my father will help me is if there’s something beneficial for him. That beneficial for him part will only be me taking over the business by getting his help with a potential business partner’s son,” ChangMin continued as he cradled his head into his hands.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“The one thing I can’t believe is the fact that the meeting took over five hours and that JaeJoong’s father didn’t throw a fit when he found out that you, the teacher, was his son’s boyfriend. I thought for sure that something would have happened over that small fact. Did you mean it when you said that you were possibly in love with JaeJoong? The surprise was evident in that man’s eyes,” YooChun said as he tried to steer the conversation to something else. ChangMin lifted up his head to smile slightly at his friend before nodding his head at the question. Truth was ChangMin believed that he certainly did love JaeJoong.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I can’t believe they aren’t back yet…” JaeJoong said out loud as he looked at the clock once again. Junsu’s bubbly laughter filled the air causing him to look over to find the older male flipping through an old photo album.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I thought he would have thrown this out by now, but he didn’t!” Junsu exclaimed as his eyes scanned the images slowly. Looking up, he motioned for JaeJoong to come sit next to him to have a look at the pictures also. The two sat huddled up on the couch looking at the old pictures of a younger Junsu and ChangMin.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“He mentioned that you two dated a while back, were these pictures taken during that time?” JaeJoong asked slowly as he stared at the picture of a laughter-filled Junsu being spun around by an equally laughter-filled ChangMin. The image next to it was one of the two just staring into the other’s eyes with love pouring from one another.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“This picture here,” Junsu said as he pointed to the one where the two stared at the other in love. “That one was snapped by a friend of ours in high school. We were told that he had to capture the moment of where we just out of no where stopped what we were doing to stare into the other’s eyes as if it was only the two of us. During that time I really did think that nothing could step in the middle of us, but that was proved wrong when things went downhill,” Junsu explained as he sat back remembering the old days with ChangMin.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Things went downhill?” JaeJoong asked peering up at Junsu curiously from the images. Junsu smiled a little bit before he shut the photo album so that he could focus on JaeJoong rather than on the past.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“ChangMin and I were stupid during that time. Everything was fine for us when we first started to date, but after we had sex things just changed. Our relationship became a pure sexual one, and love was just not there anymore like it used to be. It was replaced with lust and the desire to feel the other’s flushed sexually driven body rubbing against yours for a desperate release. We were stupid because we thought that we truly did love one another. The two of us loved each other in a friendly brotherly way, not the way I love YooChun now. After we broke up nothing was the same because we still just wanted sex from the other. Our friendship ended as well as seeing the other all the time,” Junsu explained as he smiled sadly at the memories. “If I could change one thing, I’d go back and tell myself to not go any farther with ChangMin. Keep the relationship the way it was until we eventually realized that there was no need to be in a dating relationship. Friendship would have been just fine.” &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I’m sorry… I didn’t mean to snoop into the past of you two. I was just curious about the pictures…” JaeJoong muttered as he stared down at his hands. Junsu’s story of the past frightened him because it could easily happen to the relationship he was in with ChangMin now.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Don’t be sorry JaeJoong. You just happened to be curious about your boyfriend’s ex, and I understand completely. Just keep in mind that ChangMin’s different with you than he was with me. I wish that I&apos;d had this side of him when we were together,” Junsu said as he smiled brightly. JaeJoong felt confused at what the older man meant before the phone started to ring.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Hello?” JaeJoong asked in a daze as he watched Junsu pull the photo album back into his lap. Pages were slowly turned as eyes remembered the way things used to be.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Is ChangMin there by any chance?” An elderly male voice asked in a business-like tone. JaeJoong’s full attention turned straight to the phone at the tone of voice that was being used.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“No, he’s not at that moment. Sorry but there was something he had to take care of. If you’d like, I can relay a message to him when he gets back,” JaeJoong said into the phone as he stared at the wall behind Junsu’s crouched over body.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Is this Junsu by any chance?” The voice asked curiously causing JaeJoong’s eyes to flicker over to the older male’s body in curiosity.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“No it isn’t, but he’s here if you’d like to speak to him. The two of us are just waiting for ChangMin to come home,” JaeJoong offered as he watched Junsu’s head lift up to give him a questioning gaze.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“May I ask what your relationship is with ChangMin?” The voice asked in a tone that said he was completely lost at the moment. JaeJoong bit down on his lip as he thought of what to say.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I’m not sure if I should tell you that because as far as I know, you’re a stranger.” JaeJoong said into the phone as he gave Junsu a look of uncertainty. Junsu pulled his phone out at the look and started to dial YooChun’s number just in case.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Ah! You did catch onto me not telling you who I was!” The voice exclaimed slightly in an amused tone. “I am ChangMin’s father, Shim Dae Suk. Now if you don’t mind would you answer my question?”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I’m sorry Mr. Shim I didn’t know that was you!” JaeJoong exclaimed as he ignored the shocked and confused look that Junsu was giving him. “I’m Kim JaeJoong, ChangMin’s boyfriend.”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Kim JaeJoong…. You must be Kim Suk Sung’s son then! I’m glad that my son chose someone that doesn’t give information out to just anyone about himself. Could you tell my son to give me a call back when he gets home? Tell him it’s about the company and I’m sure he’ll want to get back to me quickly,” ChangMin’s father said in a cheerful tone. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Of course Mr. Shim, I’ll relay your message to ChangMin as soon as I see him!” JaeJoong exclaimed a little bit too enthusiastic as he stood completely still. Goodbyes were passed between the two, leaving JaeJoong feeling completely lost as he ended the call. His eyes met with Junsu’s as they both stayed completely still. It wasn’t until JaeJoong collapsed onto the floor in a heap that some movement was made.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“What happened to you two?” YooChun asked as he walked into the apartment to find the two completely silent and in shock. ChangMin made a straight beeline over to JaeJoong to make sure everything was all right with him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“JaeJoong, are you okay?” ChangMin asked as he patted the younger male’s cheeks lightly. A few blinks were given as Junsu pulled out of his shock first. Eyes flicked around until they landed on ChangMin.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Your father just called ChangMin. I take it he wants you to call him back as soon as you can. Anything else that he said I’m not sure of because JaeJoong was the one he talked to,” Junsu mentioned, causing his friend to look up at him quickly. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“My father called?” He asked before turning to JaeJoong who was now smiling a little bit, which was odd with the situation. “JaeJoong, what did he say to you?” ChangMin asked in concerned as his eyes met with the younger male’s own eyes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“He said that he was glad that you chose someone that didn’t give information out to just anyone about himself. I wouldn’t tell him what our relationship was at first, but then he insisted on me telling him. Something in his tone told me that he liked me or at least he was amused with me and the situation,” JaeJoong said slowly as he beamed happily at his boyfriend. A sigh escaped ChangMin’s lips as he realized that it wasn’t all too bad at the moment. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Leaning forward, JaeJoong capture ChangMin’s lips for a small kiss not caring that Junsu and YooChun were still in the room. The two missed the way Junsu cuddled closer to YooChun happily at the way they were just-oh-so-cute in front of the other couple. Pulling back, ChangMin smiled fully at JaeJoong before nuzzling the younger one’s neck in a loving manner.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“What did the two of you do to ChangMin’s apartment while we were gone?” YooChun asked as he noticed the difference all around him. Colors and new things had been added in the living room to brighten it up. ChangMin didn’t bother to remove his head from where it was as he groaned at YooChun’s words.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“What? We didn’t do that much!” Junsu exclaimed as he pouted. JaeJoong rolled his eyes before giving Junsu a pointed look. “Fine we didn’t do that much to the living room while you were gone. The kitchen, workroom, and bathroom are left alone too. Only thing that had a major make over is your bedroom!” Junsu said truthfully as he frowned at JaeJoong.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“My bedroom? What did you do to my bedroom?” ChangMin asked fearfully as he reluctantly lifted his head up to look at his best friend curiously. Junsu only grinned as he shook his head in a not-telling gesture. JaeJoong hid his smile behind his hand before looking away. YooChun was the only one who laughed at what was going on with the other three. “Junsu… JaeJoong… what did you do to my room?” ChangMin asked again slowly as his eyes flicked back and forth between the two.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Shouldn’t you say our room?” Junsu asked with a sly grin on his face. JaeJoong’s face lit up in a flurry of bright red at Junsu’s words, causing ChangMin to stare at his friend in disbelief. Getting to his feet, ChangMin pulled JaeJoong up along with him to go see what happened to his room.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“It was Junsu’s brilliant idea… I was dragged into it with no choice…” JaeJoong muttered as ChangMin stared at the bigger bed , brand new bed sheets and expensive-looking blankets, two new dressers, and two bedside tables with a new lamp on each. Everything looked so new, and ChangMin had to wonder where in the world Junsu got the money for all of this.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Where the hell did he get the money for this?” ChangMin wondered out loud as he stared at it all.&amp;nbsp; Part of him wanted to tell Junsu to throw everything out, but the part of him that wanted to curl up in the new bed with JaeJoong won over that battle. “What did he do to my living room? I wasn’t able to have a good look…” &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Oh! He painted some things that needed a new paint job and he organized a filing system in the two new cabinets to hold all of your writing. Not too much… Not like in here…” JaeJoong muttered as he felt ChangMin wrap his arms around his body. The small bit of happiness that was felt at the moment was soon interrupted by the sound of the doorbell being frantically pushed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And walla! Chapter twelve! Chapter Thirteen should be up fairly soon since I&apos;m on a roll of writing it. I do believe that there&apos;s only 2-3 more chapters... Not sure though... I have rethink everything now. Comments are loved! Leave me some k? &lt;/div&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 30 May 2008 22:14:38 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Eternal Life</title>
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  <description>&lt;b&gt;Title: &lt;/b&gt;Eternal Life&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Pairing: &lt;/b&gt;HyukMin&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Rating: &lt;/b&gt;PG-13&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Summary: &lt;/b&gt;No one believe you that it was too late. He did and the price was&amp;nbsp; payed for it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Author&apos;s Note: &lt;/b&gt;Written to JJ Lin&apos;s &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.badongo.com/file/9655421&quot;&gt;Eternal Life&lt;/a&gt;. Character death people!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class=&quot;ljcut&quot; text=&quot;You grasped his body tightly to keep away from the cold. &quot;&gt;4. HyukMin&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You grasped his body tightly to keep away from the cold. Darkness surrounded your two bodies as you watched God’s punishment take over as the Earth became dark and cold. It was the end of the world and you knew, but no one else could see it. Only HyukJae believed you and that was because he loved you enough to let himself believe in what you thought.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Life was going to end as everyone knew it. Your grasp grew tighter around HyukJae’s body as your eyes squeezed shut. You just wanted it all to end, but you understood why this was happening. People went against God thinking that they could destroy where they lived. This was there punishment for their bad decisions. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Hyukkie, I love you!” You muttered angst his cold skin. The coldness shocked you as you pulled away to find him dead within your arms. He could take the cold or the darkness like you could. But it was just a matter of time before you wouldn’t be able to handle it either. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“You promised me…” You whispered as your fingers brushed strands away from your love’s dead glassy eyes. Nothing was there in them and you could see it. “Hyukkie you promised me that once this was all over we’d have eternal life together forever. What happened to that? You promised me!” You whispered as tears streaked down your cheeks. Your body covered his as sobs havocked your body. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As time slipped passed by you knew that you two would be gone. Death was inevitable at that very moment. As darkness filled your vision one small thing passed through your lips as took your last few breaths. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Only with you I can find myself.” With those words as the last thing you would ever say you went off to meet HyukJae in a place where the two of you would never feel pain again. Now you two could forever be with one another just loving them for who the other was.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Since my chapter writing skills have gone down the drain I decided to continue to do drabbles... First I must post up the ones I have already done... Oops! Well I&apos;ll post one a day if I can. Comments make me happy people!&lt;/div&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 24 May 2008 05:27:34 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>A Little Longer [Chapter Eleven B]</title>
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  <description>&lt;b&gt;T&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b&gt;itle: &lt;/b&gt;A Little Longer&lt;br /&gt;   &lt;b&gt;Pairing: &lt;/b&gt;JaeMin, YooSu, YunOFC, &lt;br /&gt;   &lt;b&gt;Rating: &lt;/b&gt;PG13&lt;br /&gt;  &lt;b&gt; Warnings: &lt;/b&gt;AU, high school verse, student-teacher affair, bad way of portraying said student-teacher affair, and all of the other stuff warnings will be needed for in the future&lt;br /&gt; &lt;b&gt;Summary:&lt;/b&gt; Begin with new teacher, Shim ChangMin, add one, Kim JaeJoong, a student needing a little after-school tutoring. Will they bring up his grades? Or will they add a little spice to matters at hand?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class=&quot;ljcut&quot; text=&quot;Part B!&quot;&gt;Eleven-B&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I’ll get it!” Yoo Sun exclaimed as she took off to answer the door. Everyone went back to the situation that was at hand. Yunho happened to be mauled at the moment by Ah Young and Soo Young as they fixed his make up. A sparkly blue halter dress was already on his body with a pair of heals were on his feet. JaeJoong just grinned and cackled as he opened up the presents that he had.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Told you that you’d pay the consequences if you didn’t have a gift for me!” JaeJoong said in a singsong voice. Yunho grumbled about unfair best friends that were more of gold diggers rather than his own girlfriend. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“YES!!! You’re here!!” Yoo Sun exclaimed loudly from the front door area causing everyone to look over at the opening to see what was going on but couldn’t. JaeJoong got up onto his feet and motioned to everyone to stay where they were as he went to go check on his sister himself. However he wasn’t expecting two of his teachers and his principal to be standing in the doorway as Yoo Sun jumped up and down happily.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Ch-ChangMin? What are you doing here with Mr. Kim and Mr. Park?” JaeJoong asked as he drew closer to the door. Yoo Sun happily waltzed out of the room back to where everyone else was as the three older men entered the neatly decorate house.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Wow… So pretty….” Junsu muttered as he held onto YooChun’s arm tightly. ChangMin shook his head slightly before turning to his student.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Yoo Sun stopped me today and handed me an invitation to come to surprise you. I wasn’t going to show up, but Junsu here dragged me out of the house with YooChun’s help on driving us up here. I’m sorry that this happened.” The explanation tumbled from ChangMin’s lips as JaeJoong just smiled and waved it off.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“JaeJoong, who is this?” Suk Sung asked as he walked into the entrance with Kyung Ji on his arm. No one noticed the way Kyung Ji froze or the way YooChun silently gasped at the sight of one another. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Father, this is my history teacher, Shim ChangMin, my English teacher, Kim Junsu, and my principal, Park YooChun. According to Mr. Shim here Yoo Sun invited him because she like him the one-day she ran into him on purpose. He wasn’t going to show up, but Mr. Kim made him. What a surprise huh?” JaeJoong said as he smiled at his father. Suk Sung nodded his before turning to ChangMin curiously.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Shim huh? Are you related to the Shim’s that own Choikang Airlines?” Suk Sung asked curiously. JaeJoong was about to get after his father for asking such an unlikely question, but the way his history teacher sighed stopped him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I am their only child and heir actually. It’s funny that you ask me that though. What brought that up though?” ChangMin asked curiously as he wrung his hands behind his back. He knew Junsu caught sight of his hands because his friends nudged slightly in the side to stop.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Oh I had a meeting with your parents this morning. We were on the conversation of our children and they told me that they had one son that caused them so much trouble because he refused to take over the business. Well they said that and asked me how did I manage to not give up with having eight daughters already before I had my son. I hope you reconsider your decision though because I’m sure my business and your family’s would be able to get along very well in becoming partners.” Suk Sung said in excitement as he went on about everything. JaeJoong stood there between his father and teacher wondering what was going on.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“May I what the name of your business is called for future reference just in case I do decide to take over?” ChangMin asked politely. Suk Sung nodded his head happily as he waved his hand as if it was nothing.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I’m the owner of Youngwoong Inc. which is a big corporation in charge of new designs for airplanes for the airlines. We also have a department that interested in what they could do to make the entertainment better on the airplanes without doing too much. A lot of space can’t be taken up that would make it very cramped for the passengers.” Suk Sung explained causing ChangMin to nod his head in understanding. “Its nice to meet you though! We were just watching JaeJoong’s punishment for his best friend if all three of you would like to join us.” Suk Sung offered as he motioned to the living room. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Would you two like to stay and watch what JaeJoong did to Yunho?” ChangMin asked the other two. Junsu grinned before nodding his head. YooChun also agreed before ChangMin turned back to JaeJoong’s father and accepted his offer.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Hey! What are they doing here? This is embarrassing!” Yunho exclaimed as he saw his teachers and principal join JaeJoong and JaeJoong’s parents. The bottom of the dress he was wearing was lifted up as he wobbled around the living room. His head a wig on as it was styled in a fashionable way as his make up made him look like a very masculine female.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Yoo Sun invited Mr. Shim and Mr. Kim dragged him here with Mr. Park’s help.” JaeJong explained as he went back to his seat. His gifts were opened all around him, as he got comfortable curled up in the chair he once was occupying before getting up. Yunho groaned in annoyance before he walked up to the beginning of his makeshift runway.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Ladies, gentleman, birthday boy, and education officials! I welcome you to Kim Ah Young’s and Soo Young’s first Jung Yunho modeling punishment!” Ah Young exclaimed as she pretended to hold a microphone. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“The reason for the punishment is because our very own Jung Yunho forgot to bring his best friend his birthday gift! It just sucks to be him because his best friend has two older sisters that used to do the same thing to him as a punishment. We have pictures as proof!” Soo Young exclaimed causing JaeJoong to shake his head, but laugh anyways.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Without further ado! We introduce our model for the evening! Jung Yunho!” Ah Young exclaimed as Soo Young went to turn on some music. Claps from JaeJoong’s parents, JaeJoong, ChangMin, Junsu, and YooChun filled the air as the music soon streamed from the speakers.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yunho slowly made his way out onto the runway shaking his stuff as he wobbled down in the three inch heals that were provided to him. His arms would fly out every now and then to catch his balance before falling onto his face. With his luck though at the end of the runway as he posed, his right foot slipped off the heel making him fall flat on his face. JaeJoong’s laughter filled the air as his feet kicked out from under him at the show. Tears were wiped away as Yunho grumbled under his breath with one heel in hand and the other on still on his foot.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I’d have to say that was the most amusing runway experience I’ve ever seen! Now please welcome the rest of the Kim daughters as they show Yunho the way it’s done!” Soo Young announced before she ran off to join her sisters. In order of Jin Hee, Seon Hee, Mi Kyung, Suk Jin, Yoo Sun, Min Kyung, Ah Young, and Soo Young, each sister walked out and showed the way it was supposed to be done with their own cutesy pose at the end of the runway.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I hope you enjoyed our show for the evening!” Ah Young exclaimed once everyone was done modeling for the “show”. “JaeJoong, I hope you take this as a birthday gift because man we’ll never ever see Yunho like this again. Happy Birthday BooJae!” Ah Young exclaimed before taking off to help Soo Young with the traumatized Yunho with the dress he was wearing.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I’ll never be able to look at Yunho in class without laughing ever again…” Junsu muttered as he started to laugh nonstop. ChangMin nodded his head in agreement as he chuckled along his. His eyes met with JaeJoong’s for a second before turning away from being ashamed for what was said about him. It was hard for him to look at JaeJoong now about his family. The secret he was trying to hide this whole time.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;~~~~~~~~~~~~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ChangMin tried to sneak out of JaeJoong’s house to walk home even though YooChun and Junsu had already left. YooChun complained about a headache so Junsu offered for them to leave without even thinking about him. Slowly slipping on his shoes, ChangMin listened to the laughter that came from the ones that were having a good time. Leaving would be best for him so that he didn’t continue to intrude on everything.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“You’re leaving already?” JaeJoong’s voice asked causing ChangMin to jump in shock. Turning around ChangMin looked at his student before nodding his head. Both shoes were soon on as he opened the door to leave. JaeJoong followed him out onto the porch silently as he shut the door behind him to watch the older man go.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ChangMin watched JaeJoong stand underneath his porch light with his arms behind his back. The light played with JaeJoong’s looks causing the older male’s breath to catch in his throat as he watched him sway side to side slightly. Smiling a little bit, ChangMin drew closer slightly, making sure he left a few steps between them as he captured JaeJoong’s chin with his fingers.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Happy 18th birthday JaeJoong. I’m afraid all I can give you for a birthday gift is that I like you as much as you like me, possibly even more.” ChangMin whispered before he pressed his lips gently against JaeJoong’s. Wide-open eyes soon fell closed as JaeJoong fell back into the kiss. Response was given as well as access letting ChangMin’s tongue get a taste of what just lied behind his lips. JaeJoong’s hands grasped ChangMin’s shoulder as he moaned into the kiss. He soon pulled away slightly to catch is breath as a smile graced both of their lips.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I’d have to say that’s my favorite birthday gift today. So, were official? No more secrets from one another? Were a true couple?” JaeJoong whispered against ChangMin’s lips with wonder in the very depths of his eyes. Chuckling, ChangMin nodded his head before pecking JaeJoong’s lips a couple times.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Of course, but we just need to be careful until you graduate. You’re still in school and I’m still your teacher, so we can get into a lot of trouble if were found out. Hopefully we’ll be fine though.” ChangMin muttered before he pulled himself away from JaeJoong. Both smiled at each other lovingly before ChangMin walked away leaving JaeJoong floating on cloud nine.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“JaeJoong, I know you like him and all, but you need to tell your sisters good bye. Father is going to take all of us home in one big group. Happy birthday again!” Yoo Sun said before she hugged him and walked off. Each sister hugged him and wished him a happy birthday once again. Watching them all go, JaeJoong watched his father fall into being a real father with his daughters. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Moving back into the house, JaeJoong ran into Yunho, who was giving him a blank stare. The two stared at each other for a bit before Yunho brushed passed JaeJoong to leave. Standing there, JaeJoong wondered what was wrong with his friend before he started to head up the stairs.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“JaeJoong, will you come here for a second?” Kyung Ji asked as she stood at the top of the stairs. The way her eyes were hard as stone and filled with complete hatred went unnoticed by JaeJoong until he stood in front of her. “Your finally eighteen you retched boy so I’m going to hire you.” Gripping JaeJoong’s arm tightly with her nails digging into his skin, she dragged him down the hallway as he tried to break free. His stepmother was a lot stronger then she looked though as she threw him into an empty guest room.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“What are you doing?” JaeJoong asked from the floor as he watched Kyung Ji glare at him in disgust. A wicked smile stretched across her lips revealing who she truly was as she locked the door with the key in her hand.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I’m giving you what you deserve! You will for now on be my little male whore. Now strip your clothes off while I go get your first customer. You better listen to be boy or I’ll do worse then what I did to your back with that belt.” Kyung Ji snapped, but then kind of stopped and acted as if she said something she shouldn’t for a second before changing back to not caring. “Oh I’m sorry! I let that slip out didn’t I? Well your not seventeen anymore boy so whatever Suk Sung says doesn’t matter. Sure he wanted to make it seem like you were never abused because he felt bad, but nothing can be done now. You’re an adult now and you’ll get what you deserve. Your mother already got what she deserved on her way to see you on your birthday. All I had to do was hire someone that was willing to die to speed and smash into her car so that I could have Suk Sung myself. You though will be owned by me boy, you’ll earn me money by having sex with whoever wants you.” &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Her words stung JaeJoong as he absorbed it all. The only reason why his real mother was dead was because her own half sister killed her off. Curling up into a ball, JaeJoong pulled himself away from what was going on. It was all a lie, he really was abused and he was stupid enough to believe that he wasn’t. Tears slipped down his cheeks as he silently waited for what was to happen next in the dark room.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Kyung Ji, you know that I stopped being a customer. Why do you need me now?” A familiar voice said as the door was open. JaeJoong stayed in his tight ball as he tried to block out what was being said next, but failed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I just need you to try out my new one. That’s all and this one time only. Then I’ll never contact you ever again. Break this one in and make sure he feels pain. Have fun!” Kyung Ji said in a sickly sweet tone before shutting the locked door once again.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“This woman never listens…” The voice muttered as JaeJoong looked up with tear streaked eyes. Shock filled JaeJoong’s body as his eyes met with the principal of his school’s eyes. Park YooChun swore under his breath in realization once he noticed JaeJoong. “JaeJoong, I won’t do anything to you! I promise! I left this part of my life behind since I met Junsu.” &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Shaking his head, JaeJoong got to his feet as he blocked out all words. Running over to the window, he threw it open before climbing out. No’s filled his head as he quickly tried to get away from his own principal. He couldn’t believe that he was suppose to have sex with someone that he saw almost everyday and had to face. With tears blurring up his view, JaeJoong climbed quickly down the vine that were on the side of the house. He wouldn’t let this happen because living that life meant hell.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The cool night air burst against JaeJoong’s face as tears spilled from his eyes. The moment his feet touch the ground though he shot off towards Yunho’s house. At Yunho’s he would be safe because his best friend would take excellent care of him and understand. School would still be able to be reach and he could still face the school’s principal with some dignity. JaeJoong’s footsteps pounded in his ears as he moved on trying to make it the one place he would safe at. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Standing in front of a familiar door, JaeJoong’s eyes widened when he read 5D instead of staring at Yunho’s house door. Knocking on the door though, feelings of being safe here were still felt as he watched the door swing open to reveal ChangMin. Confusion, shock, and concern all ran through the older man’s eyes before he pulled JaeJoong into his home. JaeJoong fell into the embrace that was given to him as he blocked out the way Junsu stood there staring him while on the phone with YooChun letting the information he was getting be placed together. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;JaeJoong didn’t care if YooChun was explaining to Junsu over the phone that he used to know Kyung Ji because he was one of her best customers that paid for sex. The murmurs in his ear of it being all right and ChangMin’s tight shield like embrace mattered though. Anguish turned to exhaustion as ChangMin lead JaeJoong to his room. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Thank you…” JaeJoong muttered as he curled up into ChangMin’s bed, not daring to let go of the older man’s shirt. “Father won’t understand at first sadly… Hopefully though he’ll believe me over her… I don’t want her to stay there.” JaeJoong whispered before he fell asleep. ChangMin’s fingers combed through JaeJoong’s hair as he noticed that it was dyed to black rather than being blonde anymore, a small smile graced his lips as he listened to Junsu walk into the room to tell him what was going on.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“YooChun used to pay for sex when he was in school… Before he became our principal. JaeJoong’s stepmother was the woman that was in charge of the people he’d sleep with. According to him though, she called him up to break in her new whore, which turned out to be JaeJoong. He escaped through the window and came here. YooChun sounded so scared over the phone because he never wanted me to find out about his past… But when it came to JaeJoong he had to tell… Why do things have to be like this?” Junsu said softly as tears filled his eyes. “I don’t care what YooChun’s past was like… I just hate to find out in this sort of situation with a student of ours no less.”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Junsu, you should be grateful that he didn’t fall back into his ways from before he met you. Instead he left JaeJoong alone and he called you after JaeJoong ran away through the window.” ChangMin pointed out as he reached over to grab the phone next to his bed. Curious eyes watched him as he slowly dialed in a number he hardly called.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Who are you calling ChangMin?” Junsu asked quietly hoping that it wouldn’t screw things up. A weak smile was offered as ChangMin listened to the woman over the phone ask what he would like.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Yes this is Shim ChangMin, the owner’s son, could you patch me to my father immediately?” ChangMin asked in a serious way. Junsu gasped as he realized that ChangMin was calling his father for help. This only happened when his best friend was in dire need of help and the last person would be able to help would be the powerful Mr. Shim. “&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Father, this ChangMin, I know you hate me calling you for help, but this time I promise I have a proposition you can’t refuse.” ChangMin said into the phone as his eyes stared at Junsu. The older of the two closed his eyes as he knew automatically what the proposition was. “Yes father, I’m willing to take over the family business without complaining and happily. I just need you to call up Kim Suk Sung so I can talk to him about something concerning his son. If you could help me with convincing him that his fiancé was trying to sell his son’s body for money then I’ll do whatever you want.” &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Junsu leaned against the door as he too started to dial a number. True his family wasn’t as rich or powerful as the Shim’s or Kim’s, but he had power when it came to the police force. If ChangMin happened to be willing to take over Choikang Airlines then he’d be willing to call in a favor from his family.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Hey it’s me. I’m sorry it’s late, but ChangMin and I sort of found our selves in a mess because of one of our students. Don’t worry its not drugs or anything, but it does involve a woman that I hope your familiar with father. Her name is Kyung Ji…. Maybe you know her last name…. Lee Kyung Ji that’s been prostituting people out? That sounds like her because she tried to do that with one of my students. Thank you father, this means a lot.” Junsu said over the phone.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Kim Suk Sung, this is Shim ChangMin. I’d like to talk to you about your son. Don’t worry its nothing that he’s done, just the situation he was put in. I’ll tell you everything about how I know this and why if you’ll believe me.” ChangMin said as he watched JaeJoong sleep against his body. To him this was worth taking over his family’s business. If it meant that JaeJoong would be able to stay away from the witch that was trying to sell him on the streets then ChangMin would do anything because he cared that much about the younger male in his arms.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;~~~~~~~~~&lt;br /&gt;All of Chapter Eleven everyone! This ended up being 6220 words long. I couldn&apos;t wait to get it betad so I just decided to post it. Sorry if it seems a little rushed towards t he end. I just wanted to get through the whole evil stepmother things (how cliched!)&amp;nbsp; really fast! Hope you all enjoyed the chapter that caused me lots of problems! Please no durians thrown at me! It will get better I promise!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</description>
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  <title>A Little Longer [Chapter Eleven A]</title>
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  <description>&lt;b&gt;T&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b&gt;itle: &lt;/b&gt;A Little Longer&lt;br /&gt;  &lt;b&gt;Pairing: &lt;/b&gt;JaeMin, YooSu, YunOFC, &lt;br /&gt;  &lt;b&gt;Rating: &lt;/b&gt;PG13&lt;br /&gt; &lt;b&gt; Warnings: &lt;/b&gt;AU, high school verse, student-teacher affair, bad way of portraying said student-teacher affair, and all of the other stuff warnings will be needed for in the future&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Summary:&lt;/b&gt; Begin with new teacher, Shim ChangMin, add one, Kim JaeJoong, a student needing a little after-school tutoring. Will they bring up his grades? Or will they add a little spice to matters at hand?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class=&quot;ljcut&quot; text=&quot;Part A!&quot;&gt;Eleven-A&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;JaeJoong had to admit that he didn’t feel any different even though he was finally eighteen. The birthday wishes from his parents were the same, but the only difference was who was wishing it to him. A stepmother that was actually his aunt was now there by replacing the mother that he had grown up over the years. The father that was never there was no very apparent in JaeJoong’s life too. Nothing though compared to the way things were just going contently well.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Even though rain poured down outside and streaked the pane window glass, JaeJoong made sure to stay optimistic about things around him. He was glad that he was finally eighteen, which he knew brought responsibility to him about being an adult. Listening to the clock tick with each second that passed, JaeJoong waited pati